i'm taking a [amtrak] on the hudson river line

I am feeling slightly better today - my throat isn't quite as bad, so I was able to sleep last night, but my nose is running and my cough is still acting up, which may make for some awkwardness in a bunch of small group writing sessions this week.

But I woke up this morning feeling like some sun might help, so I grabbed a cold brew and sat in Madison Square Park (not to be confused with Madison Square Garden) and journaled while people watching. The city was very quiet this morning, likely because everyone was out late celebrating last night - all the guys at the front desk of my hotel were running on a couple of hours of sleep since they were the 6am shift, but they all claimed it was worth it. It was a v fun week to be in NYC even if I did get sick, and I guess I'm now a Knicks fan until next year.

After I was done journaling, I grabbed an amazing gluten free bagel with salmon and cream cheese from the bagel place in my hotel - and now I'm bitter that I didn't know they had amazing gluten free bagels until today, because I would have had one literally every day if I'd realized. Then I was cutting it close to finish packing, but I trimmed my bangs, showered, packed, and checked out exactly at my checkout time. I left my bags at the front desk and did an hour of personal work, and then I headed to the train station to catch a train to my next adventure.

At the train station I had just enough time to grab a gf chicken caesar wrap to go and drink part of a glass of rosé before boarding. My destination was a retreat center about ninety minutes north of the city, out in the farms and wooded areas of the Hudson River valley. I got here without issue and checked in, and then I unpacked into my little cabin, walked around to get my bearings, took a brief nap, and ate a quick dinner in the cafe.

I'm here for a five day writing workshop that I applied for almost on a whim a few weeks ago. I was looking for something different than my usual writing excursions, and I stumbled across this workshop geared toward writing about place and environment. Since so much of what I'm writing these days has to do with Iowa, which is a v specific place, this seems like it's going to be quite fruitful. Tonight there was an intro session with readings from a few of the faculty members, and I'm pretty excited to get to know them - even if I'm also exhausted, and still sick, and feeling shy in the midst of a bunch of new people. I'm sure that will wane as the week goes on, but tonight I'm indulging my desire to go to bed early so I can recover. Goodnight!

big lights will inspire you

I did not have the day that I intended to have in New York today. That was mostly because I slept very poorly last night and woke up feeling sicker than I did yesterday, which was a real bummer. I'm bound and determined to recover in time for what I have coming up this week, and so sadly I cancelled all of my friend plans so that I could sleep. This meant missing out on seeing both Sara and Terry, which was v unexpected, but hopefully I'll be back in a couple of months. 

So I dozed fitfully through the morning, then had breakfast in the hotel lobby. I also ventured out to run a couple of errands, which mostly meant buying several more types of cold medicine plus some bug spray so that I'm ready for my trip up the Hudson tomorrow. The errand running really wiped me out, and so I came back to the hotel and slept/read various articles on my phone for most of the afternoon. I went around the block to grab some food for an early dinner at four pm, which was well-timed. The restaurant was totally empty, and the cops were already setting up barricades for the various Knicks activities that were expected tonight. My food was tasty and probably would have been even better if I hadn't been sucking on honey-flavored throat lozenges.

But that wiped me out again, so I came back to my room and slept some more. Unfortunately, that means that I'm now pretty much wide awake, but I haven't declined any further today, so hopefully that means that I'll turn a corner. And I ended up watching the end of the Knicks game on my room TV. While I kind of wish that I was out in the city celebrating, it was still cool to be here during the NBA Finals run, even if I'm experiencing it from bed. 

I'm going to attempt to sleep since I need to get up and pack and check out tomorrow morning. Wish me luck with all of that - goodnight!

I like the way you move

I am v unfortunately getting sick - yesterday I had convinced myself that it was the after effects of karaoke, but overnight it became apparent that it was just my immune system in total rebellion.

So I slept fitfully last night, and then got up in time to drop my laundry at a place down the street with same day service (and willing to wash and fold nine pounds of laundry for the cost of one dress with the hotel laundry service). I also bought cough drops, although perhaps I should have stood in line for Sudafed.

I would have been tempted to stay back today, but I left my laptop in the office last night, so I had to go in. I had too many meetings, but they were all uneventful. And then I came back to my hotel, picked up my laundry, and spent two hours taking with Avichal, Curtis, and Aditya. This took it out of me, and I was going to just grab food at the hotel bar, but the live music was too loud, so I went to pecora bianca and had a v tasty gf pasta with vodka sauce. 

And now I'm going to try to sleep a million hours to promote recovery - goodnight!

I know you're trying to forget

I had a reasonably good day despite feeling much better than I deserved and much worse that I wanted to. I didn't get much sleep and I felt it all day...but the work I did do was good. And I had a v delightful extended dinner and drinks with Maya at Thai Diner - the line was ridiculous, but it was v nice to catch up. 

But now I need to sleep immediately - goodnight!

I scream at the top of my lungs what's going on

I accidentally had an Adit kind of night tonight. I was at the office a little after 8am and worked v diligently all day, until our team dinner at an Italian restaurant at 6. There were twelve of us at dinner, which was great. Then we whittled to 8 before going to a bar, where we hung out until they closed at midnight (and watched the Knicks win at the last second on Adit's phone, which we shared with the bartenders, and then we got comped more shots).

Then we whittled to the final 5, and went to karaoke, where we sang in a private room for two hours, which means it's now 2:30am and I vaguely want to die. But even though the city is still buzzing (thanks to the Knicks), I'm safely ensconced in my hotel and am going to try to power through enough sleep to get me through tomorrow. Goodnight!

I dream of love as time runs through my hands

I had an excellent day in NYC, and I need to go to bed immediately if I'm going to trust similar feats tomorrow. I woke up early (after exactly the right amount of sleep... so far after two nights in NYC my official sleep deficit is zero and my heart rate is still low, so I'm doing something right), and I swung by Starbucks before getting to the office at 8:15 and slogging v diligently for an hour.

Then I escaped the office for a brief interlude to have breakfast at Friend of a Farmer with a podcaster who I've connected with through various writing and Stanford channels. I am not likely to make a podcast (although I'm always tempted) and she is not likely to work in tech, but we have many other things in common, so it was a v fun meetup. And breakfast was great, so I went back to the office in fine form. 

Unfortunately I then had meetings for many many hours. I also ordered an açai bowl for lunch, which I have literally never done and will probably never do again, but in this moment (still full from breakfast), some cold açai with fruit and coconut and almond butter actually hit the spot. I ate it while participating in various convos about various tings, and somehow I survived until leaving the office at 6:15.

Then I came back to my hotel (with some window shopping along the way), relaxed in a way that came dangerously close to turning into a nap, and then frantically got ready when I realized that I was about to be late for dinner. This would have been particularly embarrassing since dinner was less than a block away. But I got there just in time to meet up with Emily. We had dinner at Lola's, which was an absolute delight. Emily's company is always a delight, but the food was astonishingly good. We had a tuna sashimi dish that was excellent, some gumbo grilled oysters that were extremely delicious, and a beef and barley tartare that was out of this world good. Of course, barley has gluten in it, which means I may pay for this decision, but the tartare is probably the best thing that we had, so #noregrets.

The main course was a surprisingly interesting and good Carolina rice grit cake, which I can't really explain, so you'll have to trust me. We also had a short rib that was a delight as well. And we had two hours of excellent conversation, which was long overdue. It was great to get a chance to catch up outside of the office, and hopefully we'll have more fun in the next few days.

Then I came back to my hotel, and now it's time for bed. Goodnight!

space ghost coast to coast

I got a glorious 8.5 hours of sleep last night, and while I woke up to a slightly sore leg (thanks to a bed that's not exactly to my ergonomic tastes), I felt very much rejuvenated. Since I had gone to bed so early last night, that meant that I was able to get going this morning early enough to grab a benti cold brew to fuel my walk to the office. I was in the office by 8:30, and I had quite a fun day. It's always great to hang out with co-workers in person, and my meetings were an appropriate blend of productive and entertaining. I also got to have sushi for lunch, as well as another coffee at some point in the afternoon, so I felt pretty well fueled for the day.

After work, we had a finance and friends happy hour, which meant that the finance team went out with a variety of other folks. There were nine of us in total, and Adit happens to be in town for the week as well, so we had quite a delightful happy hour/early dinner. My dinner was perhaps too early since I'm feeling a little bit hungry right now, but since my only options are $8 M&Ms from the mini bar or braving the real bar downstairs during the Knicks game, I think I'll refrain.

Happy hour was relatively sedate, though. I had one cocktail and a burger, which was just the right amount to have fun without going overboard. Then I walked back to my hotel with a couple of coworkers since we were all headed to the same general vicinity. The blocks near me are closed due to the Knicks game, but I was able to get to my hotel with no issue.

I should have done some work tonight, but I was feeling a little bit too wiped out. So I mostly caught up on the news on my phone, went on a fruitless search through the hotel for ice, and then handwrote my to-do list since I was feeling a little bit scattered. And now I need to go to bed since I have many plans tomorrow - goodnight!

I wanna see you in another light

I'm completely exhausted, so I may go to bed by 10 / 9 central, which is unheard of. Yesterday was excellent, but I did far more than I usually do on a Saturday - I was prepping to fly to NYC today and so felt compelled to do all the things.

This mostly meant gardening, although I did run some errands and do some basic tidying around the house. I had finally hardened off various seedlings enough that I didn't think I would kill them (although I'm planting two weeks later than planned, so we'll see what they do). Also, a rascally rabbit or some other non-apex predator had wrought havoc in my raised beds, killing two of my four tomatillos outright and also damaging my eggplant. Luckily I still had two more tomatillos on deck (literally, since I was storing them on my deck), but still. 

So I planted many things in grow bags, and we will see how they do. [Censored] also came up with a plan to fence the garden, which was exciting. And I did some Florida weave to support the tomatoes, tomatillos, and eggplants that still survive, so hopefully things get better (until some new pest arrives).

That took basically all day though, which was perhaps ill advised since I had to wake up at 5:15 this morning to go to the airport. I took a break last night to pick up Mexican so that [censored] and I could eat with Mom. Sadly I was too busy to hang out very long, since I hadn't started packing - and I forgot a couple of things that I basically never forget, so that's a sign that I was a little too last minute on this. But I got five hours of sleep and made it to the airport in time to have breakfast, so it could have been worse.

My flight was uneventful, and while my Uber failed to get me the last couple of blacks due to a parade, everything was otherwise smooth. This may be my favorite hotel that I've stayed in in NYC (pending how I sleep tonight) - the rooms are small and the bathroom is laughable, but the bed seems nice and the lobby bar is great. My room wasn't ready, so I journaled while eating a Caesar salad and having a glass of rosé.

My room was ready just in time for me to drop stuff off and switch shoes, and then I walked down the street to get my nails done. Then I came back, unpacked, thought about going to bed, was too hungry to go to bed, and so went to La Pecora Bianca for tasty gf pasta. 

And now I must sleep immediately despite the hour - goodnight!