This is a four-minute post. Today was an excellent day at work in terms of my relationships with people, including hearing that I gave someone the most useful performance review they've had in multiple years at the company, which made my day. It was even excellent despite the fact that I had to get allergy shots, and despite the fact that I wore my manager pants (my euphemism for non-denim pants, particularly those with pinstripes) for a lunch with a director, only to have the lunch canceled. Oh, well, at least I looked nice for everyone else!
After work, I had dinner with Terry, which was v. fun. We talked about life for most of it, but towards the end we veered into some work-related stuff (since we work on teams that occasionally overlap) -- and I came to the sick realization of how close I am to totally repeating a project that I was involved with last year at this time. It was that project that ended up necessitating a last-minute trip to India in December, but I don't know if I'll get to go again. I don't even know if I want to -- the problem is that I'm really passionate about the issue underlying this project, but I also worked on that type of stuff for the first 4.5 years of my career, and when I came back I explicitly said that I would do anything they asked me to do except get back into that group. Now I'm getting pulled back in, and I'm still passionate enough that I want to help solve it, but maybe I should be looking for ways to jump the sinking ship instead. That would imply that I'm a passenger rather than a crew member, though, and I'd much rather be influencing the destiny than along for the ride.
Hmm, that turned broody fast, but luckily my time is up, so goodnight!
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