Sunday, July 31, 2022
a new foundation
Saturday, July 30, 2022
just a quiet prayer for congo square
Another day of packing in the books. This morning was all about the garage, which is almost entirely packed up - and just in the nick of time, since it's going to be a million degrees in there the rest of the weekend. After we packed the garage, I ran a couple of errands and picked up sandwiches at Snarfs, and then [censored] and I took care of some tings in the dining room. And then, in an effort to conserve energy + sanity, I took a brief nap.
At some point, someone showed up to take a dining table and chairs, and then we spent some time packing tings in the basement. Eventually, we broke for Chinese takeout (delish) and then watched some comedy stuff while I took care of various online activities related to moving.
And now, after this v. boring post, it's time for bed - goodnight!
Friday, July 29, 2022
my rhymes and records, they don't get played
I had a v. lovely if occasionally stressful day of moving and hanging out. [censored] and I got up in time to prep for an electronics pickup - thanks to Denver extorting Google and Apple into paying for free electronics recycling, I was able to get rid of a couple of monitors, several other electronics, and the crazy microwave that was in my Iowa house when I bought it and that I lugged here to dispose of. I also had an electrician show up to fix something that the inspection turned up, and discovered how much of a racket electrician charges are here. Luckily I'm moving someplace where no one adheres to code or gets anything inspected, but I'm glad I got done what I got done today.
sssanyway, because of the aforementioned racket, [censored] kindly installed some new smoke detectors so that I didn't have to pay the electrician mafia. Then we had lunch at El Camino - I adore their nachos, and it was lovely to eat them while sitting in one of the coveted window seats. This went a long way toward making up for last night's dinner abomination. After El Camino, I didn't get as much packing done as intended, but I did sell some bookshelves and a desk chair, and dealt with some other house activities.
At some point, Aunt Becky and Uncle Brian came over, bearing tings that they brought out to Colorado when they moved here and that I will now be returning to ancestral soil (i.e. if you come for tea, I now have silver for it). We went to Blue Pan and chatted outside while waiting for a table, and then got a nice window spot. It was a perfect night for hanging out - not a million degrees and also not monsoon-y. I introduced them to the delights of Detroit-style pizza, and it was nice to hang out for a few hours.
Then we came back to my place, Aunt B/Uncle B went home, and [censored] and I did laptop-type work - for me, mostly change of address stuff and other things that have to get done before I move. And now I think I should sleep - goodnight!
Thursday, July 28, 2022
i'm daydreaming in black and white
Wednesday, July 27, 2022
all my friends are heathens take it slow
Tuesday, July 26, 2022
i hear a thousand songs but you're the only melody
Okay, so I have a second major life update (separate from quitting my job): I'm also selling my house in Denver. This has, of course, also been in the works for a few weeks - I decided to list it around the same time that I ended my leave of absence, and it has been a whirlwind since then. Of course, the market decided to soften approximately when I decided to list, which was unfortunate timing. However, my house is in a pretty perfect location and very little comes up for sale right here, so, luckily someone decided to buy it.
That means the last few weeks have been a bit of chaos - the house had to be staged, and shown, and then inspected and appraised, all of which caused intermittent interruptions in my usual life. But we're through all of the main steps and everything is looking good, so fingers crossed the deal closes as expected.
This has, of course, been a rather tumultuous decision (and it feels appropriate that I'm writing this in a sudden, dramatic thunderstorm. Or, perhaps the better word to use is bittersweet. I've realized over the course of the past few months that my house no longer brings me joy - I spent so much time isolated in my house over the past couple of years that I don't really want to be here, even if it is functionally just right for my needs. And, unfortunately, I didn't really build a community in Denver, beyond Katie and several (lovely) coworkers. So it's bittersweet in the sense that I'm ready for a change, but I will never know what could have been if I'd moved here and then been able to settle without a pandemic throwing everything into disarray.
But these are feelings to process another time. Right now I'm consumed with moving - I wasn't able to do much packing while it was staged + while I was wrapping up at work, but now I have a week (well, six days) to pack before my movers show up. I'm taking everything to Iowa, which will be an adventure in an entirely different vein. I'm trying my best to purge stuff here before I move, but I don't purge well...so we'll see.
Today, though, was pretty good - the appraisal was this morning, so I took advantage of the fact that I had to vacate anyway to get a mani/pedi. Then I came home and alternated between procrastinating and packing - I did pack 12 boxes of books + several other boxes in my office, so I think I can wrap up office packing in the morning. I also sold my living room rug to someone who came to pick it up, and I think I'm selling my couch to a girl I know who works with me and also lives a few blocks away (she came to inspect it, but since she'd been in my house before she knew she could trust buying a used couch from me). Selling stuff to (former) coworkers is ideal because I can pretty much trust that they'll pay and also not murder me, and I think I've lined up people for just about everything I listed.
And now, I should sleep - my blog is going to be real boring with packing the next few days, but I'm excited to get it done. Goodnight!
Monday, July 25, 2022
i know this for sure, i'm walking out that door
I'm too tired to blog, but I've made it back to Denver. My trip to Iowa was v. quick, but not as quick as I had planned - I was 2.5hrs delayed tonight, which was not what I wanted, but it was what I deserved for booking the last flight of the day.
But I spent the morning finalizing some cabinet choices for my Iowa remodel, and I took care of some other house stuff before heading to the airport. My parents were kind enough to take me, and I got there in time to kill a bunch of time while eating a burger and having a glass of wine and writing and also talking to the guy next to me, who lives in a nearby small town in Missouri but does oil/gas stuff in Israel. Of course, once my flight got delayed further, I had a second glass of wine, and then I succumbed to the allure of fried cheese curds, which did both everything and nothing for my stomach.
And now, I need to sleep - I have a million things to do this week, so I need to get cracking. Goodnight!
Sunday, July 24, 2022
and sometimes you close your eyes and see the place where you used to live
Saturday, July 23, 2022
this car drives all by itself
I'm in ye olde Iowa, after a fairly uneventful trip. This was the same flight I took here three weeks ago, but I'm only staying until Monday night - I'm here purely to pick out cabinets, which means I'm looking at swatches in various lights today and tomorrow and then meeting up with the kitchen person on Monday to finalize my choices. I kind of regret coming just for the weekend since I have a million things to do in Denver right now - but once I get back there, I can hermit to my heart's content and order takeout / perhaps see some of the people I didn't really get to say goodbye to at work.
sssanyway, I got to the airport early enough to have a proper breakfast, and then I slept most of the way to Des Moines. [censored] picked me up and we made a stop at a home improvement store to get some stuff for my house; I am capable of paying for things but not capable of lifting things over pickup tailgates, so I was perhaps only marginally useful for this errand. But we got what we needed, and [censored] only [censored] a little bit, and then we drove to southern Iowa. Along the way, we stopped at Taco John's - the one we went to has the weirdest drive-through I've ever seen (a u-shape that is v. difficult to navigate), but I was v. pleasantly surprised by my Super Potato Olés (basically nachos but with tater tot rounds instead of chips), and also happy that they were gluten free.
It's a million degrees here, so we didn't feel like doing much after getting back to my house. We did run out to the parents' house to say hi, drop off sweet corn, and pick up the cabinet samples that my mom had graciously retrieved for me. Then I made some cold brew coffee, took care of some tings, took a brief nap, took a brief shower, and ran to get a few groceries. Eventually, we had dinner with the parents - my mom made sweet corn (the first I've had this season, and it was great), and my dad grilled brats and hot dogs, and it was all tasty. There was also leftover pineapple upside down cake for dessert, so I'd say I got my carbs in for the day.
I then spent the rest of the evening saying that I needed to do stuff / sleep while instead watching YouTube videos with [censored]. But I came up to my office an hour or so ago and actually did do some tings, so at least I have that feeling of mild accomplishment to lull me to sleep. And now it's time for bed - goodnight!
Friday, July 22, 2022
if you're holding your breath it's no wonder it's yet to find you
Today was my de facto last day of work (although I still have corp access for another week). It was a bit of a bizarre way to go out, as so many departures have been during the pandemic - I worked from home rather than driving to Boulder, and it really didn't sink in that today was my last day because I just took care of some standard tasks and had a few meetings and didn't really change up my usual Friday work from home routine.
Of course, it will sink in soon, and it was sinking in during the last meetings with people this week when hanging up the videoconference carried an extra bit of weight. And while today's meetings were mostly bittersweet, and while most people are casually assuming I'll be back at some point, I'm feeling completely delighted by my decision to leave. It's the right time and the right move, at least for now, and I can't wait to get through the rest of my upcoming transitions and get cracking on my book.
But the book is a story (ha) for another time. After I was done with work today, I alternated between taking care of house tings and relaxing - house tings are pressing, but I'm also tired, and I'm sure there are emotions bubbling beneath the surface that are making me want to sit on a couch with a glass of wine rather than doing other, more useful tasks. But I did fix a couple of minor tings around the house, sell a bookshelf to a coworker, mess around with some office organization, etc. And I packed for tomorrow - I'm taking a v. brief trip to Iowa to finalize some cabinets for my remodel there, so while I had v. little to pack, I still needed to get ready so that I can go to the airport earlyish tomorrow.
And now, I should sleep - goodnight!
Thursday, July 21, 2022
take back your wonderful life
Wednesday, July 20, 2022
neon burning up above
Tuesday, July 19, 2022
just like me she was a victim of the night
Oof, I had a hectic day. I worked from home this morning because I was expecting a delivery, and as soon as it showed up I wrapped up one more meeting and then drove into the office. It's hilarious that I'm still going since I really don't have to (for reasons I shall divulge shortly), but I wanted to go in today and see some people in person. That involved running into someone else who had only come in for lunch, and then feeling like I had the barista to ourselves when I had a meeting with Andy. But it was still a nice way to spend a few hours, even if I had a lot of work I wanted to get through.
However, the reason for my blog silence in general and my hectic time specifically is: I have officially resigned (again) from my place of employment. This has been in the works for the past few weeks and was actually public at work a couple of weeks ago, but my last day is this coming Friday. I'm pretty delighted overall by this move, since I've been somewhat underchallenged for awhile - and, more to the point, I'm eager to get back into writing and write this fantasy novel that I've been messing around with.
So, that's all pretty great. Of course, it's not great that the economy / world has chosen now to become more unstable - but I can't wait forever for the perfect time to leave.
I have other life updates to share, and other emotions about this change - but for now, I need to sleep since I have a million meetings and an equal number of goodbyes tomorrow. Goodnight!
Monday, July 18, 2022
in a screaming ring of faces, i seen her standing in the light
I'm too tired to blog, but at least I'm able to announce it tonight - last night I fell into bed so exhausted that I'm not sure I even remember climbing into it before I went to sleep. I will recap what turned out to be an unexpectedly epic weekend tomorrow, but for now I'm going to bed - goodnight!
Saturday, July 16, 2022
back in the ussr
Thursday, July 14, 2022
don't you remember, we built this city on rock and roll
Wednesday, July 13, 2022
now you'll be missing from the photographs, missing from the photographs
Tuesday, July 12, 2022
good girls stay alive
Monday, July 11, 2022
this beat is a chemical
Sunday, July 10, 2022
i'll be back when it's all complete
Saturday, July 09, 2022
like i can tell that my luck's gonna change
I had a pretty good day, but I flew back to Denver and the scramble to get ready took it out of me. It started by not getting enough sleep the last couple of nights (hence the lack of blogging), and so I was super tired when I woke up. It didn't help that I woke up early to say goodbye to [censored] before he left on an errand, and then instead of going back to sleep, I randomly drove to the next town over to take another v. brief look at cabinet options.
One of the things that happened yesterday was that a guy came over to give me a quote on remodeling my kitchen in Iowa. I've been talking to someone about cabinets, but it was in a somewhat non-decision-making way - but Randy finished most of the inside of my parents' house when they built it, and he's generally acknowledged to be the best around. He took a look at the project and decided he can fit me in in November(ish), which would be great, but requires ordering the cabinets in the next few weeks. Of course, I'm still dithering between going bold with paint, going with the boring light color I originally scoped, or taking a left turn and going for a walnut/white mix that might be the winner.
In classic #smalltownlife vibes, though, Randy quoted me an initial price per hour (which is relatively low, especially compared to what I would pay anywhere else), and then without even being prompted offered to cut another $5/hr off that because of my family. Small town vibes are taking me far - [censored] also got my mail started because he ran into our mailman at a store and told him we'd put up a mailbox (which he'd seen and admired) and were ready to start getting mail there. And [censored] called his friend the county assessor and got a long-gone hot tub taken off my tax assessment with approximately 30sec of conversation. There are disadvantages to #smalltownlife (namely, I continue to be depressed at the lack of food delivery), but many tings are easy to get done.
sssanyway, after my errand this morning, I hurriedly shoved some clothes in a bag, tidied up a bit, and then caught a ride with my parents to Des Moines. They dropped me off at the airport, which felt like old pre-pandemic times before I started driving most trips. I was through security in five minutes and had a salad while doing some writing. My flight to Denver was uneventful, but it took me approx 30min to get out of the airport - getting out of the airport and into town takes almost as long as the flight itself.
When I got home, I crashed - I took a nap, messed around, ordered sushi for dinner, and nursed a massive headache that was likely caused by weird sleeping, weird eating, and altitude. And now I need to sleep - goodnight!
Wednesday, July 06, 2022
paint it black
Tuesday, July 05, 2022
heads carolina, tails california
Monday, July 04, 2022
i would choke on the rind
Sunday, July 03, 2022
why don't we leave here today
I am in ye olde Iowa again - sorry for not blogging last night, but after my flight and helping (well, mostly watching) [censored] do a bunch of stuff around the house, I was too sleepy to come up with a post. I'm feeling similar levels of sleepiness right now, so much so that I think I'll go to bed even though it's not quite ten p.m. and a ten p.m. bedtime for my is usually impossible.
But today went pretty much according to plan - I spent it prepping to spray paint my office, and I got everything taped, cleaned the walls and ceiling, etc. I still need to finish running masking paper along the baseboards to protect the carpet, and I need [censored]'s help to take down the light fixture and move my desk, but otherwise I'm in good shape.
And, eventually, I took a break to have dinner with my parents - my mom outdid herself with potato salad and deviled eggs to go with the bratwurst and baked beans we often have in the summer, and it was delicious. I'm still trying to figure out how to feed myself multiple meals a day with no takeout / delivery options when I'm here, so it's v. nice to supplement by eating with my parents.
And now, I really need to sleep - goodnight!
Friday, July 01, 2022
i want you to hold out the palm of your hand
I have nothing to report, and since I didn't sleep well last night and need to be up early tomorrow, I should go to bed asap. I went into the office today, which was rather hilarious since I felt like the only person there - there were signs of life in the form of the sound of distant footsteps, and they did serve breakfast/lunch. But I sat in the barista area to work and served myself some cold brew, and at some point someone showed up and asked the barista for a latte, and he said that they were his first customer. This was at noon or something ridiculous, so tings are still a far cry from pre-covid office times...
I did sneak out early (if you sneak out of an empty building, is it really sneaking?) and come home, where I did a bit more work, took care of various house tings, relaxed, etc. And now I need to sleep - I have a relatively early flight to ye olde Iowa tomorrow morning, and I want to get to the airport early enough to indulge in my usual airport breakfast. Goodnight!