Tuesday, May 30, 2023
shy away
Monday, May 29, 2023
not enough and you're gonna die
I had a lovely day - it's amazing what 85 degrees and sun will do for me, even if 1) my bedroom will now be too hot until October, 2) the fact that it's 85 degrees probably doesn't bode well for the summer, 3) the fact that we aren't getting any rain doesn't bode well for the crops. But my most selfish inner sun worshipper is delighted to have summer here, and to have a balcony that is shaded most of the day so that I can enjoy it. Of course, my allergies would insist that I not enjoy the outdoors at all, but I will suffer through regardless.
I spent most of the morning outside reading a book about writing as an intuitive thinker - my intuitive nature is always predominant on all the personality/skill tests I take, and this book was by the woman who taught the coaching class I took earlier in the year, so I found it pretty interesting. I took a break in the afternoon to eat lunch, run some errands, and do some cleaning around the house, which felt good even though I don't particularly like cleaning. And I said farewell to [censored], who had to go back to [censored] tonight.
Then, I had a long chat with my friend Barbara (California Barbara, not Colorado/Oregon Barbara) - we hadn't chatted in a couple of months, so we were overdue for a catch-up. After I talked to her, I ate some leftover Mexican food and then sat on my balcony and finished the book I was reading - it was almost fully dark by the time I was done, but it was worth reading, and I'm looking forward to trying to integrate some of the concepts into my writing practice.
After that, I did some random online stuff, painted my toenails, and generally wound down. And now it's time for bed - goodnight!
Sunday, May 28, 2023
you get too much you get too high
My day was good, thanks for asking. I slept in (thanks to my new curtains), and then I drank some cold brew and wrote for most of the morning (among other tings). Then, I had a cobb salad, relaxed a bit, and spent the remainder of the afternoon doing outdoor activities. This included potting some flowers in containers (which required finding the containers in my shed and cleaning them off first), cutting back a couple of shrubs that I should have cut back ages ago, and using my leaf blower to clean off my front stoop and my driveway / back door entrance. This enabled me to put down the new door mats I bought - I decided it was time for my reindeer doormat to go to the basement for the season, and I never loved the front doormat that Marvin left behind, so those have both been replaced.
While I was doing that, [censored] made a major contribution by string trimming (perhaps I should have censored that, but I feel [censored] deserves some credit). Then, we went out to the parents' house for dinner - my dad smoked some ribs, which I thought were delicious (although they were spicier than usual). We had leftover potato salad, which was still excellent, and my mom made brownies, which were also excellent. So, it was a nice end to the main part of the weekend, even if most people have tomorrow off too.
Then [censored] and I came back to town, and now I should probably consider going to bed (or at least reading a book). Goodnight!
Saturday, May 27, 2023
i can't shake off my city blues
Thursday, May 25, 2023
fox on the run
Wednesday, May 24, 2023
destroy the world that we took so long to make
I was pretty focused on the book today - that doesn't mean that I avoided all procrastinating, since I can't focus on the book nonstop for hours when I'm in plotting/decision mode. But I wrote in the morning, and I wrote in the afternoon, and I wrote in the early evening. I'm slowly piecing together what's becoming the plot for the second first draft (first second draft?), so I'm generally excited, even if it's slow going.
In between writing bursts, I had lunch (leftover spaghetti amatriciana), a snack (apple and peanut butter), dinner (leftover pad thai), copious quantities of caffeine (cold brew and cherry coke zero), and less copious quantities of white wine (sauvignon blanc). I also watered [censored]'s [censored], washed my sheets and quilt, and cooked some chicken to turn into cobb salads.
So, all in all, it was a pretty good day. It took a severe turn around 11pm, when I realized that I had a bug infestation building in my bedroom - there must be something off about the seal on my slider door, because I suddenly had dozens of little flying insects swarming around my light, which was most unwelcome. I got a bunch of them with my vacuum cleaner, but this lured [censored] upstairs to see why I was vacuuming at 11pm. [Censored] got his [censored] from the basement, which is much more powerful than my vacuum cleaner, and he also removed the shade from my overhead light so that we could vacuum out the bugs that were trapped in there. I've now taped over the opening in my vacuum cleaner since there are a bunch of live bugs crawling around in there looking for a way out, but that's a problem for Future Sara.
That was all a little more exciting than I wanted my evening winddown to be, but at least I only see a couple of bugs still in my room, which is manageable to go to sleep with. On that ominous note, I think it's time for bed - goodnight!
Tuesday, May 23, 2023
i know that we'll have a ball if we get down and go out and just lose it all
I had a pretty good day, although I didn't get enough sleep last night and so made things harder for myself than they needed to be (which should probably be the title of my memoir). I wrote a tiny bit when I woke up, and then I showered, had a call with someone about a grant, and spent a couple of hours doing stuff for the mural festival. Then I had our biweekly mural festival meeting, which went as smoothly as it could have gone. And then I came home, did a bit of house stuff, and procrastinated very diligently (when I should have just admitted defeat and taken a nap).
Eventually, I watered [censored]'s [censored], and then I took a walk while listening to the audiobook that I started on my drive across Kansas. It was a little too warm and I was a little too thirsty, but otherwise the walk was great. Then I came home, did a bit more writing, and eventually made dinner. I tried pad thai again with some rice noodles that I picked up at H Mart in Denver, as well as with some frozen shrimp and some tofu that I had bought ages ago and needed to use. I think I've finally nailed the pad thai recipe - I was a bit worried because I wasn't sure the sauce was right, and I never cook with tofu, but it turned out excellently. I'm really pleased that I can add it to my rotation, since sometimes I'm craving pad thai and there is nowhere to get it here. And I have leftovers for tomorrow, so theoretically I don't have to cook (although I thawed out some chicken, so I'll have to do something with that).
After dinner, I cleaned the kitchen, fed the sourdough starter that Aunt B sent home with me, and thought about writing, but instead installed some major updates on my desktop. And now I'm going to go to bed (after perhaps checking in on my ongoing outline / plot development one more time) - goodnight!
Monday, May 22, 2023
we don't talk anymore
I had a pretty good day, but I'm bleary-eyed and should have gone to bed an hour ago (although the ten minutes of brainstorming I just got at the end of that staying-up-too-late period was excellent). I spent the morning and part of the afternoon doing some writing tasks - mostly reminding myself how I used to plot / replot when I reached the point where I was ready to begin the second first draft. That means I've written 150-200 pages and now actually know what's going on, and so I'm ready to plot it and start over. It never feels like an accomplishment at the time, but this is how all my books went down, so I guess this one is following the usual pattern.
At some point, I ate leftover pasta for lunch, and I did some stuff for the mural festival. I also ran to the grocery store and watered some [censored] for [censored] (and sadly didn't see any foxes while doing it). And I did some more writing in the afternoon before prepping some food to take out to the parents' house.
I was going to make them shrimp tacos, because I wanted shrimp tacos - but shrimp tacos take longer (due to prepping accoutrements like pickled onions and crema and slaw and guac), and also my parents aren't in love with tacos like I am. So I made shrimp alfredo instead, which is less healthy, but it's certainly delicious - and much faster, which is also a bonus. We had dinner and I hung out with them for a couple of hours, which was v. nice.
And now, I really need to sleep since I have too many tings to do tomorrow - goodnight!
Saturday, May 20, 2023
the center of attention, back for the winter
Friday, May 19, 2023
Just under the upper hand
Thursday, May 18, 2023
promiscuous boy
gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
I'm very tired and need to go to bed, but I want to record for posterity that I had a nice day in Boulder. I purposefully kept most of it to myself, so I grabbed a coffee, did some work in my hotel, and eventually mosied over to Pizzeria Alberico (formerly Pizzeria Locale). The menu hasn't changed much, and their wine and cocktails all looked v high end.
So, I sat there and wrote for a couple of hours. Then I came back to my hotel and took a nap, which is one of my favorite things. I did a bit more writing before dinner, but it wasn't too compelling....
Then I had dinner with my friend Nicole, which was delish. It was great to catch up properly, even if all our stories could have been solo meetup topics in their own right. When I got back to the hotel, I sat at the hotel bar and forced myself to crank through some stuff that I hadn't done recently, and I'm glad I was able to motivate myself (even if getting a second wind at ten p.m. is not helpful in the grand scheme of things).
But now, I need to sleep since tomorrow is much more hectic - goodnight!
Tuesday, May 16, 2023
a desolate city where it hurts to smile
I had what felt like a migraine today, if I get migraines - I felt headachy and out of sorts most of the day, which really cramped my style since I had intended to get a lot done and also treat myself to some fun. So, even though I slept for nine hours last night and woke up initially feeling #inittowinit, I had to take it easy this morning. I did get a cold brew, which made it a little better. And eventually I checked out of my hotel in Denver and drove to Boulder.
I arrived just in time to pick up Tomas for lunch at Torchy's Tacos. I met him in the parking lot of my old office, which is as close as I care to get to the office - while I intend to see several former coworkers this week, I'm exclusively seeing people whom I am friends with closely enough to talk about life and not just the latest workplace drama. I feel good about how much I've let go of the mess of my last stint at work, but I don't feel recovered enough to feel excited to see people who might remind me of what I left behind. However, Tomas and I have known each other for fifteen years (which feels impossible), so he barely counts as a work friend - and we barely touched on work, and instead spent an hour and a half talking about life and kids and parents and Iowa/Ohio vs Colorado vs California and all sorts of other topics. It was really nice to see him, and hopefully I'll make it back sometime (or maybe I'll convince him to stop in Iowa on his next trip to Ohio).
Then, I did a bit of shopping at the mall for old times' sake. This did not kill enough time, since my room still wasn't ready to check into, which was annoying because my headache was back with a vengeance and all I wanted to do was lie down. So I killed some time driving around, sitting in my car, and eventually getting another cold brew at Boxcar while journaling for a bit. Luckily, when my room was ready, I was pretty happy with it - I'm staying at a Residence Inn, and I have a couch and a desk in addition to a bed, so this is all great.
For dinner, I met up with Alice, whom I've also known for fifteen years - I managed the first team she joined in 2008, and managed her again in 2018, but we're solidly friends now and I was thrilled to see her. We went to River and Woods, which was one of my old haunts, and we had a really nice conversation about life and art and parents and Iowa/Florida vs Colorado and all sorts of other topics. I left feeling happy and less headachy, so I'm glad we were able to find time to get together.
And finally - happy birthday to [censored], who is [censored] years old today! And now, I'm going to go to bed early and hope that my headache subsides by tomorrow - goodnight!
Monday, May 15, 2023
run for the hills because the end is near
Sunday, May 14, 2023
i ain't worried bout it right now
Saturday, May 13, 2023
mama said knock you out
I get high like Colorado
Thursday, May 11, 2023
i'll be living that good life
I should have gone to bed two hours ago, but that's a common refrain. Today was a rush to get out the door. I spent the morning doing a variety of tings, as well as prepping for a writing talk I had to give this afternoon - my former teacher, who is now a Methodist minister, asked me to give a talk at her church, and I had said yes a long time ago. I didn't have to prep really hard, but I did outline what I wanted to say and made a handout for the group, so that all went well.
I also did some other tings, showered, and made lunch (another citrus salad with tuna, which is so delish). Then I went to my talk - happily, 10 or 12 people were there, which was quite a good turnout. I told [censored] later that all the teachers who liked him better in school told me to tell him hi, which was not a lie; two teachers liked [censored] better than me, and they were both there. They clearly liked me well enough to show up, but I know they preferred [censored]...but to each their own, I guess.
sssanyway. My talk went well, and it was fun to do, so I'm glad I got through it. Then I sped home and packed for my Colorado trip. I had hoped to be ready to leave as soon as my talk was done, but that clearly didn't happen. Also, there have been a lot of storms in Denver that were headed across Nebraska, and I was nervous about driving into them. So I purposefully left relatively late (after 6pm) and drove only as far as Lincoln, where I had a hotel where I could park my car in the garage in case of hail. This will make for a long day tomorrow, but it is preferable to driving through a thunderstorm at night.
I drove the whole 3.5 hours without stopping, and I checked into my hotel without incident (the only incident being I had a different hotel in my head and so was v. surprised to see the lobby looking so different from expectations...but this is actually nicer). Then I had a late snack of a salad and some wine at the restaurant, which I enjoyed while writing for the last couple of hours. And now I really desperately need to sleep - goodnight!
Wednesday, May 10, 2023
it's hard to control myself
I don't have the energy to blog tonight - I was pretty productive all day, and I need to be equally productive tomorrow before hitting the road. I wrote this morning, which went well. I also talked to my friend Tanya, which was a delight. I made a late lunch - a version of the citrus salad that I had at Tartine in SF and recreated here a few weeks ago. I couldn't get radicchio, so I just used spring green mix, and I made a slightly less tasty vinaigrette. But it was still delish to mix the greens with grapefruit and oranges and candied walnuts and bleu cheese - and I made tuna salad to eat with it, so I was quite happy with all of that.
I spent the afternoon doing some more work - prepping for a talk I'm giving tomorrow (nbd) and also writing some more. I had some leftover steak and a fresh baked potato for dinner, and then I had a meeting of my local secret society. I got home shortly before [censored], so I talked to him for awhile before coming upstairs and doing a wee bit more work.
And now I need to sleep - I'm heading to Colorado after I give my talk tomorrow, so I need to pack and do a million tings in the morning. Goodnight!
Tuesday, May 09, 2023
forgot about dre
Monday, May 08, 2023
we can remember swimming in december
Apologies for not blogging yesterday - I made an uncharacteristic error and burned my burrito bowls, which took the wind out of my sails. Or, driving for six hours took the wind out of my sails - my niece, Allie, is getting married next month, and we had a bridal shower for her near Cedar Rapids. I helped host it with the groom's brother's girlfriend, and she did 98% of the work (I brought an easel) - she's much craftier than I am and also had leftover stuff from previous showers, and also had access to more stores. So I let her run with the decor, and she made the private room at a local restaurant look amazing. I did throw cash at the problem by paying for the stuff she bought, as is my habit, so I didn't feel like a total deadbeat.
So the shower was really lovely and Allie was very happy, but it was a long day. My mom picked me up at seven and I drove her car up to Cedar Rapids, where we set up for the shower and then hung out waiting for an hour for it to start (we set up very early and everyone else was on time). Then we had brunch, which was v. tasty (and $1 mimosas, which do not exist in California). And then Allie opened her presents and we took some photos - so when it was all done, it was 2:30pm and I still had to drive me and my mom three hours to get home.
However, we made it, and I recuperated just a bit before making dinner. The burrito bowls somehow got the burn notice on the instant pot, which hasn't happened in several dozen iterations, so I was annoyed. They were actually done and totally edible (except the burned rice bits on the bottom), but they weren't quite as delicious as they should have been. [censored] still ate them for dinner last night and lunch today, though, and I have a bit leftover for tomorrow, so at least there's that.
Today was comprised of a variety of attempts to be productive. I got up early to drop my car off to get detailed (thanks for the ride, [censored]), and then I made some cold brew and wrote off and on all morning. It's still v. slow going, but I did some plotting stuff that I'm happy with. At some point, [censored] and I had lunch. Then, I unpacked some replacement parts for my kitchen/bath to replace a couple of items that we thought were wonky (they were ordered months ago, but I finally picked them up in the last couple of weeks). This turned out to be a hilarious activity because 1) the mirrors we were replacing have somehow self-corrected and stopped being warped in the last three months, which was unexpected, 2) one of the drawer boxes is just as screwed up, if not more, than the box it's supposed to replace, which was a surprise since it was ordered specifically to replace a quality issued. You would think they would have checked it better.
sssanyway, we dealt with that stuff, and then I spent the afternoon doing various tings - cleaning / tidying, taking care of some mural festival stuff, etc. When [censored] left, I had him drop me off to get my car, which looks fantastic - I'd forgotten that the interior was black instead of grey, so I'd say the guy did a great job with it. Then I took out my trash, ate a ham sandwich, and sat on my balcony brainstorming characters.
And now, I need to stop regaling you with minutiae and go to bed - goodnight!
Saturday, May 06, 2023
I pull up in my green Honda
Friday, May 05, 2023
five o clock tired eight ball wired, i'm a buddy when you need
Thursday, May 04, 2023
the moon is on my side, i have no reason to run
And just like that, it feels like summer, and my room is now too hot instead of too cold. I really appreciate Marvin's foresight in putting the master bedroom over the garage, where it is exposed to the most temperature fluctuations. Clearly he didn't read any medieval romances which explained how to put the lord's main room in the most temperature-friendly part of the castle.
sssanyway, today was good - and I'm happy that it felt like summer, since I am in a 100x better mood when it's sunny and warm. I did some writing this morning, which was fine. I had a chat with a friend, then took care of some tings, and then had lunch (a jarred cobb salad, which is always tasty). Then, I went for a walk, partially to snoop -- [censored] ran an errand and reported back that the city council meeting had changed dates, which was tres interesante because I was planning to go to the city council meeting to bring up an ordinance issue (more on that in a sec).
So, I went for a walk and chatted with the city clerk to verify the timing of the meeting. Then I walked some more, and headed out toward the town cemetery; on the way, I ran into Ross, who was driving back from either his farm or the cemetery, and we chatted in the middle of the road until someone finally (many minutes later) needed to get through. Then I ran into the town mayor, which was illuminating. Then I came home, did some writing, and showered.
I did go to the city council meeting, and I won't go into detail here, other than to say that I expected to live here for more than nine months before going to a council meeting to ask them to enforce their ordinances against livestock in town. It seemed to go fine, although we'll see what actually happens - I'm guessing it's not the end of this story, but who knows!
Then, [censored] and I grabbed Mexican for dinner (we went into the restaurant, and the server brought us cheese dip before she even took our order, so I'd say they know us). And then I came home and did some internet procrastination. And now I need to sleep, since I have early mornings the next few days - goodnight!
Wednesday, May 03, 2023
Hollywood baby
Tuesday, May 02, 2023
can you remember and humanize?
I had a pretty productive day overall, although my morning was a bit of a waste because I was sitting around waiting for the flooring guy to show up and put in a trim piece that I'd been waiting for for months. He did come around 11, and the installation took less than ten minutes, so I'm glad it's done. And I did get a little bit of writing done while I was waiting, so it wasn't a complete loss.
Then, I put together a cobb salad for lunch, and also put together several jars of cobb salads for future lunches the rest of the week. I did some more procrastinating in the afternoon, I think, but I also wrote for three hours or so, which I'll definitely take. Then, I made fried rice for dinner - technically, I was trying to make nasi goreng (the Indonesian fried rice that I lived on in Bali). I'd say I was partially successful - I don't think my skillet was hot enough, and maybe I had too much oil, but overall it was pretty tasty. It was different from the nasi goreng that I ate all the time at Roam - judging from some pictures I took, they cooked some veg (carrot, cabbage?, green onion) into the rice, while the recipe I used only added onion. And mine ended up darker than theirs, probably because of the sweet soy sauce, and I thought this turned out slightly too sweet. Mine also had chicken in it, while theirs was veg. But still, it was a tasty first effort, and I'm glad to have leftovers so I don't have to cook tomorrow.
After dinner, I cleaned up, and then I listened to a few podcasts while printing a ton of envelopes (one at a time due to a feed issue with small envelopes), stamped a ton of envelopes, stuffed them into bigger envelopes, and stamped those envelopes too. It was a tedious effort, but I was pretty efficient, and I enjoyed the podcasts I listened to, so at least there's that.
And now, I really need to sleep - goodnight!
Monday, May 01, 2023
hold back the river
I'm sleepy tonight, but I'm also looking forward to taking my first dose of Claritin in a week. I spent the morning doing a variety of minor but necessary tasks, and then I had a v. boring lunch (a turkey sandwich, albeit with pepperjack cheese) since I hadn't cooked anything ahead of time. And then I had an appointment with an allergist - I'm pretty happy that an allergist comes to the local hospital once a month, and that I was able to get in today so that I can figure out what's going on with my allergy situation.
tl;dr: I'm allergic to a lot of things! I already knew this, since I'm not a dummy, and also I did a full skin test back in 2008 and did a couple of years of allergy shots then. They were supremely helpful, but my allergen tolerance is slowly wearing off, and I've been low-grade miserable at various points in the last year.
The doctor gave me a new skin test, which revealed that my reactions aren't quite as bad as before, but are definitely bad enough to treat. And I decided to go ahead and do shots - you have to be available pretty much twice a week for four months or more, and this seems like the easiest time in my life to do them. That's especially true because the hospital is 8min away, and they will administer the shots, so that's about as convenient as allergy shots can be.
Of course, the skin test made my back supremely itchy (even after he sprayed copious amounts of benadryl spray on it and gave me oral benadryl to go), so I spent the rest of the day doing stuff while trying to ignore my back. I prepped the ingredients for cobb salads for the week, and I said goodbye to [censored], and I took my trash out for the week. I also ate leftover Mexican and talked to my parents. And then I procrastinated a bit too much (fashion photos from the Met Gala are always a lure), but I managed to write for 45min or so and so salvaged the night.
And now I need to sleep - goodnight!