Saturday, December 30, 2023
i talk to streetlights down on every corner but they don't know where i have to go
Friday, December 29, 2023
you beat my heart from miles away
baby, i'm faded, all I want to do is take you downtown
Wednesday, December 27, 2023
another dream...the monster's running wild inside of me
I was a little too sloth-filled today - I did a wee bit of writing tonight, but the rest of the day was pretty much a wash. I chalk up some of it to having trouble falling asleep last night, and then my alarm clock didn't go off because the power was shut off at some point last night and my clock apparently doesn't keep itself going without power. It has been so long since I've used an alarm clock instead of my phone that I hadn't even considered this possibility - so better to discover it now than on a day when I really needed to wake up.
sssanyway, I did some random tings throughout the day, read a bunch of stuff, and also ate delicious leftover ham balls, twice baked potatoes, and salad. And eventually I escaped the house and met up with Brenda for a drink at the newly-reopened Mexican restaurant - she was in my dad's class in high school, and she's now the museum director. We worked together a lot on the mural festival and had much to catch up on, so it was nice to see her.
Then I ordered takeout for mi hermano (and myself), came home, and ate with [censored]. After we chatted for a bit, I came upstairs and attempted to snatch victory from the jaws of defeat, with mixed results. I did get some writing done, but I also discovered that one of my favorite techno DJs is now in his fifties (makes sense when I consider how old I am), and also married a girl that he met when he was like 48 and she was 19, so that was a downer.
But now, it's time for bed - goodnight!
Monday, December 25, 2023
mahna mahna
Merry Christmas! I had a delightful holiday, thanks for asking. It did require getting up at 6:50am, which is far too early, but that was necessary if I wanted to shower and make coffee before going to my parents' house for our approximate usual start time. [Censored] and I made it there almost on time, and we all spent a leisurely couple of hours unwrapping presents. Many fine gifts were given and received, and I'm happy with what I got - mostly a mix of cooking-related items, fountain pen items, and a couple of rogue games from [censored].
After we opened presents, my mom made brunch - we had the usual breakfast casserole and blueberry muffins, plus some delicious ambrosia that Dad put together yesterday. Then, we took a brief break - [censored] and Mom went to town on an errand, and I went to my house and took a brief-but-necessary fifteen minute nap. I also grabbed the twice baked potatoes that I made yesterday as my contribution to tonight's meal. And then I went back to my parents' house, where...
...we played one of the games [censored] gave me, which is called CAMEL UP. It looks a little odd and gimmicky since it has a pop-up 3-d palm tree and the dice are dispensed by a pyramid. However, we discovered that it's actually a ton of fun - just enough strategy to feel interesting, but a lot of random luck to keep things fresh. We played three games, and [censored], Dad, and I split the wins, which was much more distributed than when [censored] wins 80% of Ticket to Ride games in a season. So, it was pretty fun and I would definitely play it again if I can convince everyone else to.
Then we had dinner - Mom made brisket, which we ate with twice baked potatoes + leftover layered lettuce and apricot salad from yesterday. And then [censored] and I came to my house since the weather was getting much colder and it seemed like we might get some freezing precipitation. At this point, I am almost on the verge of a second wind, but I think I should go to sleep before I allow that to happen. Goodnight!
Sunday, December 24, 2023
it's surprising wise men looked to the horizon
Merry Christmas (as of four minutes ago)! I had a pretty good day, but it was almost entirely in service of getting ready for Christmas instead of celebrating Christmas Eve. I did sleep in, which was a bonus, but I then went straight into food prep. I made twice baked potatoes and ham balls, with a break while the potatoes were doing their first bake to eat a leftover burrito bowl. I made far more potatoes than were necessary for four people for Christmas dinner, but I intend to freeze many of them so that Future Sara (and potentially Future [censored]) will be happy.
I also made more ham balls than necessary - I had decided that, since I had to get the meat grinder out, and since the ham my mom bought was three times as large as necessary, that I would make an extra batch of ham balls and freeze them for future festivities. Getting the grinder out was a bit of a trick, since it required reorganizing the basement (and by that I mean untarping everything that [censored] had tarped when the HVAC project was ongoing). But I found the grinder, made one batch of ham balls and baked them for freezing later, and made another batch to take to my parents'. And then I had approximately fifteen minutes to shower...
And then I went to my parents', dropped the ham balls in my dad's care, and took my mom to Sewal to a Christmas Eve program. Their church closed ages ago, but it's still somewhat maintained, and it was nicely decorated for the festivities. We sang several Christmas songs, heard several others sing solo/group endeavors, and listened to Ross read the Christmas story. It was a nice event and I'm glad we went, despite the rain and soggy roads.
Then we went home, and I talked to my dad until the timer went off on the ham balls - at which point I discovered that the oven wasn't actually working (even though it was on), and the ham balls were nowhere close to done. Luckily, the other batch that I'd made came in handy - [censored] went to town to retrieve it, and we quickly reheated it in the microwave, and they were delish. My mom had made layered lettuce, apricot salad, and sweet potaotes, so it was all tasty.
And then I came home, rebaked the second batch of ham balls to get them to the right temperature, cleaned my kitchen, and embarked on the usual Christmas Eve tradition of wrapping presents with [censored] while listening to ridiculous music. And now I must sleep since the family *insists* on having Christmas morning in the actual morning, like peasants. Goodnight!
Saturday, December 23, 2023
disappear in the golden sands
Friday, December 22, 2023
just find a place to make your stand and take it easy
Thursday, December 21, 2023
in the desert you can't remember your name
No time to blog - I went to Des Moines to grab a bunch of groceries today, and I came back exhausted. But I rallied to make rice so that [censored] and I could eat last night's leftover salmon, and I did a load of laundry, and I wrote / worked for the last three hours. And now I need to go to sleep immediately because I have plans tomorrow that require me getting up earlier than I feel I should be required to be (i.e. 7:30am, how barbaric). Goodnight!
Wednesday, December 20, 2023
spadina avenue
I had a pretty good day, all in all, although too much of my productivity came too late in the day and now tomorrow's plans are in jeopardy. I spent some quality time this morning getting my Christmas cards ready to go - which mostly involved buying stamps, which meant a long conversation with the postmaster about the latest in her life. After all that, she only had one book of Christmas-themed stamps, so I came home and then went into the other town to try their post office. Luckily, they had more stamps, so I returned victorious.
While I was in town, though, I got a few groceries and picked up takeout lunch from the newly remodeled and reopened Mexican place. Their remodel looks nice and the food was tasty as always (albeit slightly more expensive), and I'm delighted that they're back in business. [Censored] and I ate lunch together, and then [censored] had a meeting while I finished stamping my cards. I walked to the post office to mail them (and marveled that it was warm enough to do that on the winter solstice), came home, had a meeting, and then talked to the HVAC guys, who were back to finish one final little bit of work with my system.
Then I ran out to my parents' house to pick up the ham I need for later culinary endeavors, came home, did a bit of work, and made salmon teriyaki with broccoli and jasmine rice. After [censored] and I ate, I procrastinated a bit, but then I cleaned up the kitchen, came upstairs, and wrote for the last three hours.
And now, I need to go to bed immediately, since I have a million pre-Christmas errands to run tomorrow. Goodnight!
Tuesday, December 19, 2023
shine bright like a diamond
Monday, December 18, 2023
again last night I had that strange dream where everything was exactly how it seemed
I have nothing to report today - I spent most of it being fairly productive, at least in terms of setting up some stuff for next year. I also went way too deep into productivity apps - Evernote seems to be in the process of giving up the ghost and I need to find an alternative, and I'm also trying to figure out how to make some Frankenstein combo of online to-do lists + paper planners + journals work for me. We shall see, we shall see.
I did take a break in the afternoon to take a birthday card to my mom, and I also fed myself (tuna sandwich for lunch, leftover noodles and fried eggs for dinner). And while tonight feels like a night where I could stay up all night, it's already one a.m. and I should probably sleep.
But before I close, I would be remiss if I failed to wish a happy birthday to my mom! and also to Chandlord! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Sunday, December 17, 2023
shivers and cold champagne
I had a pretty productive day today, which was a good thing because I have a million things to do this week. I spent some time this morning journaling in bed, and then I finally got up, made some coffee, ate a granola bar, and talked to [censored]. We watched the Weekend Update portions of last night's SNL, but we didn't keep going because we both knew that we'd stop being productive entirely if we watched another hour of YouTube videos.
I spent most of the afternoon doing office stuff - including literal office stuff like dusting, rearranging my bookshelves, etc. I also washed my sheets, cleaned out the fridge, and other similarly interesting tasks. Eventually, [censored] left and I experimented with supper - I was in the mood for something spicy and Asian-ish, and I had almost zero groceries, so I read a few recipes online and then improvised. What I came up with was rice noodles with sauteed onions, brussels sprouts, ginger, and garlic, which I tossed with a sauce of peanut butter, chili oil crisp, soy sauce, mirin, and miso paste. The sauce recipe wasn't an improvisation, but the other ingredients were - I had no mushrooms, no green onions, no cilantro, no tofu, and nothing else, so I used more yellow onion than the recipe called for and also sliced up some brussels sprouts that were about to go bad.
Overall, the verdict was probably a 7/10, would definitely eat again but would keep tweaking. I liked the sauce, which was basically a spicy peanut sauce, but I thought that the recipe called for adding the ginger/garlic way too soon, and I think they probably scorched a bit from overcooking. Green onions would have been a big improvement. And the dish needed some protein -- I did fry an egg to put on top, which helped, but tofu or shrimp or chicken would be a nice addition.
Anyway, it was still tasty and I will happily eat the leftovers. Then I cleaned the kitchen, took a long-overdue shower, messed around online, and finally forced myself to write a couple of pages so that I have a headstart on thinking about what I'll write tomorrow. And now it's time for bed - goodnight!
Friday, December 15, 2023
i'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath
I had a fairly lowkey and boring day. I slept later than intended (which is true pretty much every day when I don't have to be someplace early), and then I made coffee, took a shower, and went into town to get allergy shots. Then I came home and ate lunch with [censored] (leftover burrito bowls).
I did manage to get some writing done this afternoon - not quite as much as I would have liked, but I will take it. Then, [censored] and I went out for dinner, since I didn't feel like cooking. We went to one of our usual spots, which thankfully wasn't super busy - I ill-advisedly ate some cheese curds and the breaded fried onion bits on top of my burger, which is probably why I feel like I'm lightly dying. But they were delicious, and the fries were as good as always, so I have no actual regrets.
Then we came home and I intended to get more work done than I did tonight, but I mostly browsed hotels in advance of my writing retreat in January and daydreamed of warmer climes. And now I need to sleep - goodnight!
Thursday, December 14, 2023
silhouettes when our bodies finally go
Wednesday, December 13, 2023
good tidings we bring
Tuesday, December 12, 2023
do you believe in life after love
I was weirdly busy today, and it didn't help that I stayed in bed until after nine a.m. because I read late last night and the night before last. I took a shower, made some coffee, and went into town for allergy shots - they unfortunately hurt today, which I did not enjoy, but I'm reminding myself that they've been worth it. Then I came home, printed some stuff, ate a quick sandwich, and went back into town to have a meeting about the mural festival. We're planning some activities for the spring, and I really need to get back in the game so that I can take care of some tasks, but that's a problem for Future Sara.
Then I came home again and spent the afternoon taking care of a variety of business tings. When I was finally done, it was after six, so I ate a quick snack and made spaghetti all'amatriciana for dinner. It was tasty, as per usual, and I was glad that I ate something real instead of heating up something from the freezer. And then I spent the rest of the evening theoretically working, but actually procrastinating.
Now, it's not quite 10:30 and I'm starting to feel the suspicious edges of a second wind - but I want to go to sleep before I convince myself to stay up until two. Goodnight!
Monday, December 11, 2023
so kiss me on the cheek, make it a long goodbye
Sunday, December 10, 2023
i will find any way to your wild heart
I didn't blog yesterday because I was in too good of a mood, and I almost didn't blog tonight because I was in too bad of one. Not that anything substantively changed - if anything, it should have been reversed, since yesterday was dreary and miserable, while today was at least sunny and less windy. But the human mind is a mystery.
So, yesterday, I spent most of the day reading a "nonfiction" (I use that incredibly loosely) research book about secret societies, which gave me some little kernels of ideas but mostly made me roll my eyes. I also made scalloped potatoes and ham for dinner, which was a real win (especially since that meant leftovers today).
Today, I probably should have done more of the same, but I didn't feel like reading this morning. Instead, I mostly procrastinated, and somehow wasted most of the day. I think I did a few things that I had been meaning to do online? Actually, I remember what I did - I tried to start laying out my planner for next year, which made me anxious and surly from trying to narrow down my goals while also setting them up in such a way that I might have hope of accomplishing them. And I had a v. tasty ham sandwich, which was something.
I finally took a shower, and then walked into town to drop my water bill payment in the slot at city hall. That perked up my mood a bit, and a little later I ate leftovers with [censored] and watched most of last night's SNL, which was funnier than usual.
Buoyed by all of that, I snatched victory from the jaws of defeat and actually wrote five pages tonight, so at least the day ended in something good. And now I'm going to read a bit more of that dumb book and go to bed - goodnight!
Friday, December 08, 2023
no one will ever read the letters or the lies that i told
never changed by crooked hearts
Wednesday, December 06, 2023
we're gonna play in the dark 'til it's golden again
I had an excellent writing day, which always means I got v. little else done - but I was happy to make that tradeoff today. I also slept until almost nine, which was even better. When I finally came downstairs, I discovered that it was blisteringly hot - I had set a program on my thermostat last Wednesday to turn the heat up to 82 overnight so that I could get the house nice and toasty before my heating was shut off by the HVAC guys that night, and my thermostat helpfully ran the same program again this Wednesday. So, it was 82 downstairs most of the day because the house doesn't cool off very fast - which was good incentive to stay upstairs at my desk, where it was a relatively reasonable 77.
So I took care of a couple of tings this morning (including looking at concert tickets for a show in May), and then I buckled down to write. I had a good morning session, and then I took a break to prep dinner - I tested a new-to-me slow cooker recipe involving chicken thighs, white beans, and 15-20 cloves of garlic. I added a couple of slices of bacon for good measure, since my chicken thighs didn't have the skin on and I thought it might need some extra fat as a result. While that cooked (for six hours), I made some huevos rancheros for lunch, and then did some more writing.
Alternating between writing, researching, and procrastinating took up most of the afternoon / early evening. Then I ate my dinner, which was quite tasty - it's probably not something I could make for [censored] since [censored] doesn't like chicken thighs, but it was easy and I'm looking forward to eating the leftovers. I also watched the last half of the Iowa State / Iowa women's basketball game - ISU gave Iowa a run for their money despite the juggernaut that is Caitlin Clark, and it was fun to watch.
Then I cleaned up the kitchen, messed around on the internet, and wrote a wee bit more. And now I need to wind down since I have many tings to do tomorrow - goodnight!
Tuesday, December 05, 2023
we rattle this town, we rattle this scene
Sunday, December 03, 2023
scandal in the wind
Saturday, December 02, 2023
i'm on that new vibration
Today didn't go according to plan, but it was a v. good detour. I woke up, made some coffee, and eventually settled in to my desk to write - and was there for about ten minutes before [censored] got back from an errand and declared that today was the day to replace my toilet. This has been an effort that we've been putting off for months, but it has been getting more dire - the toilet was flushing/filling in a really strange way, which meant it would run for a few minutes every time I flushed it, and that was not something we thought we should allow to continue indefinitely. I'd bought a toilet a month or two ago, so it was on hand, but obviously this is not a project that I have the skillset for.
[Censored], however, does have the skillset, for better or for worse. If I were him, I would play dumb and let me hire someone to do things around here, but I'm v. grateful that [censored] doesn't do that. The project went reasonably smoothly, although it was obviously a dirty job, and there was a bit of a problem because the flange was broken and [censored] had to devise a workaround to mount the new toilet.
But when all was said and done, my new toilet is installed and seems to be great. I've gotten some real upgrades this week, since my bedroom is now warmer thanks to the new HVAC and the toilet behaves like a modern toilet. Now if only I could write a book, I'd really be in business.
sssanyway, after all that, I did a few tings, put on some makeup, and then [censored] and I met the parents in town for the holiday light show. I thought the outdoor displays weren't as creative this year as they were last year, but there were nearly seventy trees inside decorated by various individuals and organizations, so it was fun to see them all. Then, we went to our usual prime rib place for dinner - my prime rib was better than usual, so I was glad that I had ordered it.
I procrastinated for awhile after getting home, but then I sat down to write for a bit. It was a good session, but I'm falling asleep, so I think it's time for bed. Goodnight!
Friday, December 01, 2023
saturnalia
I had an excellent day, especially because I now have heat fully restored in the house. The HVAC guys mostly wrapped up the project today - they'll still have to come back in the spring to finish the A/C installation, and they need to finish running the gas line for my grill (which I opportunistically added to the job), but otherwise everything is set up. Now I have a zone for my bedroom/office and a zone for the main floor of the house, which should theoretically mean I can make it warmer upstairs without overheating [censored]. Time will tell, but so far it's great.
So I did some writing today, but I was a little distracted because the installation required the main guy (Ron) to be in and out of my office all morning. But I did some work, ate some leftover soup with [censored] for lunch, did some more work, supervised the project, etc., etc. After the guys left, I buckled down for an hour, and then I made dinner. After last night's fried food fest, I was in the mood for something totally different, so I made salmon teriyaki with rice and roasted broccoli. In an absentminded move I accidentally made regular long-grain white rice instead of jasmine rice, so we ate like peasants, but it was otherwise quite tasty.
After dinner, I did some truly mindless procrastination for an hour or two, but then I got into the manuscript and did some brainstorming for the last hour or so. And now, I must sleep - goodnight!
Thursday, November 30, 2023
turn up the lights
Wednesday, November 29, 2023
in the midnight hour
Tuesday, November 28, 2023
now they're calling on the fire brigade
Monday, November 27, 2023
i miss you, but i miss sparkling
I had a pretty productive day, all in all. I dreamed of my book last night (and not in a nightmare kind of way), so I woke up, journaled a little bit, made some coffee, and wrote six pages. Then I showered before having a call with Heather (aka dear respected madam), who was in fine form.
After that, I made a late lunch (huevos rancheros), tidied up the kitchen, cleaned snow off my car, and went into town for allergy shots (which hurt). Then I came home, did a bunch of house stuff, did a bunch of laptop stuff, and took care of various online errands. At some point, [censored] left and I ate leftover tacos from Saturday night, which were still tasty.
And now, I really need to sleep - goodnight!
Sunday, November 26, 2023
we'll paint it red to fit right in
Friday, November 24, 2023
last train to clarksville
Thursday, November 23, 2023
chordal drift
Happy Thanksgiving! I had a pretty lovely holiday, all in all - I baked all morning, although I wasn't perfectly satisfied with the results (I think I need to switch back to the other gluten free flour blend I sometimes use). The chocolate chip chewies were v. tasty, as usual, but I thought my pumpkin cupcakes were a little too dense. Ah, well, c'est la vie.
After baking, I had just enough time to shower before going out to mom and dad's for dinner (aka lunch). my sister and her husband came as well, and we had approximately a million pounds of turkey, along with the usual suspects (mashed potatoes, corn casserole, green bean casserole, deviled eggs, gravy, etc.). It was a really lovely lunch, and it filled me up enough that I forgot to eat supper, so I would say it was a success.
After [censored] and I got back to my house, I sat around for awhile and dozed off briefly, before watching Iowa State men's basketball play in a Thanksgiving invitational (they pulled off a v. impressive come-from-behind victory after being less than impressive earlier in the game). And then I spent the rest of the evening doing some writing work, journaling, etc.
And now, I need to go to bed so that I can continue the festivities tomorrow - goodnight!
Wednesday, November 22, 2023
feelings doing somersalts
I had a decent day, all in all, but I spent too much time looking at my computer. I did a bunch of random stuff this morning, and then I had lunch (some roasted chicken+squash+onion+brussels sprouts that I'd frozen last month, which I will have to recreate because it has been a v. nice thing to have in the freezer for quick lunches). I also talked to [censored] about fences and toilets, as we do. Then I took a shower and took a walk downtown to pay my gas bill (v. exciting).
After that, I did some work, and then I made dinner (Grandma Barb's spaghetti sauce, even though I don't have a Grandma Barb). [Censored] and I both enjoyed it, and I spent a little too much time scrolling on my phone after, but c'est la vie. Then, I was going to bake, but I had something that I absolutely had to finish tonight, so I spent the last couple of hours cranking it out. I'll get up tomorrow and bake, I swear.
And now, since I have made that claim, I should go to bed so that I can make it happen - goodnight!
Monday, November 20, 2023
in my button-up shirt a natural disaster
Sunday, November 19, 2023
i don't wanna go because i know the conditions
I got several tings done today, even though I inadvertently stayed up until two last night and so slept later than intended. But I did a bit of writing this morning (after talking to [censored] about fence and before eating some leftover chili for lunch), and I finished cleaning out my pantry. I also did some other house tings. And I went out to my parents' house to give my dad his birthday card (happy birthday, Dad!) and pick up some special paper to print some stuff.
The stuff I had to print was a bunch of star-shaped logos to put on a Christmas tree at the local festival of trees and lights. My secret society decided to decorate a tree this year, and I was able to take a logo that my mom had, edit it to improve the printing, and then cut it out, punch a hole in it, and put it on ornament hooks. I took the ornaments in to the fairgrounds tonight, where a bunch of people were in a frenzy of decorating. I didn't stay for the full finishing touches on the tree, but it was coming together nicely when I left, so that felt good.
Then I came home and made burrito bowls, even though I had intended that we would get takeout from the Mexican food truck. I also experimented with making a queso - the verdict was that [censored] and I don't like having too much tomato or other ingredients in the queso, but it was pretty tasty for a first attempt. And we ate while watching last night's SNL, which was as close to uniformly excellent as anything I've seen them do this year.
Then I cleaned up the kitchen, came upstairs, procrastinated for awhile, and did a bit of writing work to cap off the night. And now I need to sleep - goodnight!
Saturday, November 18, 2023
scrollin' through a life i barely recognised
I didn't get enough done today because I got sucked into twitter reading about the fresh drama at Open.AI -- I've been staying off twitter, which has been good for my productivity, but it still sucks me in during moments of breaking news. I also slept until nine, which was v. nice but didn't help in terms of getting up and getting about my day.
However, I took care of various tings, washed my sheets, made fresh brown rice to go with leftover tofu stir fry for lunch, and did a whole bunch of organizing in my pantry to see what I have and what I need to replace. And eventually, [censored] and I met the parents for dinner - we went to our usual steak place, where I had a ribeye, and it was a v. nice evening.
But now, I need to sleep so that I can get more done tomorrow - goodnight!
Friday, November 17, 2023
love locked down
Thursday, November 16, 2023
a dreamer til the end
I need to go to bed immediately - I was writing just now, which was great, but now it's later than I had planned to stay up. Today was good, though - I did some work stuff this morning, then had a mural festival meeting, and then chatted with the guy who's embarking on my HVAC project while he poured concrete for my new A/C pad. Then I talked to my friend Durand, who is a delight. And then, after a brief nap, I made brunch for dinner, which [censored] and I ate while watching last week's SNL and various other comedy tings.
And now, I need to go to bed - goodnight!
Wednesday, November 15, 2023
skipping stones
I had an excellent day - it's amazing what can be accomplished when I manage to ignore my phone. I spent the morning journaling, writing, and reading a variety of tings. Then, I made myself lunch - I usually eat leftovers for lunch, but I had no leftovers, so I made a tofu stirfry with broccoli, red peppers, and onion, along with some brown rice. Yes, this is a v. unusual meal for southern Iowa, but sometimes I want tofu - and with the right seasoning (in this case, an Omsom sauce packet) and the right cooking method (lightly coated in cornstarch before stir frying to get some crispiness), it's pretty tasty. I doubt anyone will steal my leftovers, so I will get another couple of meals out of it, which is fine by me.
Then I did some tings around the house, had a meeting, did some more tings, and took a brief walk since the weather was so nice. And then I ran out to my parents' house to consult with my mom on some Christmas tree decorations for our secret society. When I came home, I made dinner (v. unusual to cook two meals in a day from scratch) - I was in the mood for chili, and I thought [censored] might appreciate those leftovers more than the tofu. So I made my favorite black bean chili, and it was delish. While it was cooking, I did some laundry, cleaned, etc. And after I ate, I had a conversation with someone in New Mexico who wants to plan a mural festival similar to the one we did here - I wish him well, and also am glad I don't have to plan another one anytime soon.
When I got off the phone, [censored] had arrived, so we caught up for awhile before I came upstairs. And now I really need to sleep - goodnight!
Tuesday, November 14, 2023
she's a butcher with a smile
I've got my spine I've got my orange crush
Sunday, November 12, 2023
time after time
Saturday, November 11, 2023
i've been sitting here for ages, ripping out the pages, how'd i get so faded
Today was great and I feel like I made some solid progress on the plot / development issues with my book. My brain didn't want to wake up at first (probably because I only got four hours of sleep after last night's family time extravaganza - I was not hungover, but I was incredibly tired). But then I got into the groove and the book started humming, so that was a delight.
I also caught up with some writer types, and I got a full report on the Vegas writing conference that I missed from Veronica. She and I had an early dinner together at Aliment, and my steak salad and french fries were exactly what I needed (as was, of course, hanging out with Veronica). And then I retreated to my hotel and journaled a bunch, and I have a pretty clear sense of what I want to get out of an intense plotting session tomorrow.
And now, I need to sleep and try to catch up on last night's deficit - goodnight!
no squealing and remember that it's all in your head
Wednesday, November 08, 2023
if your dreams don't scare you they're not big enough
I had more going on today than I usually do - I wrote in the morning, but then I talked to Tanya, who was as delightful as always. Then I ate a cobb salad for lunch and tried to buckle down on work with mixed results. I had another call in the afternoon, and then I went into town for a library board meeting. It's a nice (and entertaining) group of people, and we had a good conversation even if the state completely screwed library funding, so we'll see what happens there.
Then I sped home, made a quick dinner (leftover fried rice and leftover broccoli + two fried eggs), and then went back into town for a meeting of my secret society. The meeting was good and I won the giveaway tonight, which was exciting since I never win. And then I ate some lemon meringue pie while discussing local politics (mostly chickens) with the ladies.
Then I came home, messed around a little, and did a bit of writing. And now I need to sleep - goodnight!
Tuesday, November 07, 2023
and then they put you on the day shift
I had a lovely day, all in all. I spent the morning doing various desk tings (including a little bit of writing stuff), and then I spent the rest of the morning making lunch. I had intended to prep some of it last night, but I was feeling lazy then, so I had to cook this morning so that [censored] and I could eat. I made the fixings for cobb salads, which took a bit of prep, but it means that I now have four jarred cobb salads in the fridge waiting for future lunches. I feel like I'm almost past the season where I'll be in the mood for a cobb salad, but it tasted good today.
Then I cleaned up, did a bit of work, and went into town to get allergy shots. They reacted as usual, but not terribly, so I'll take it. After my shots, I grabbed a couple of groceries, came home, and wrote for a bit. But I mostly let myself get sidetracked by other things I needed to take care of, which was fine with me.
When it was time to think about dinner, I decided to experiment with a chorizo fried rice recipe. It came out of J. Kenji Lopez-Alt's THE WOK cookbook, which I got last year for Christmas. He contributes to one of my favorite online recipe sites (Serious Eats), and I follow him on Instagram, so I knew it would be good. I usually don't modify a recipe on the first attempt, but I decided to add some shrimp, increase the amount of rice, and scale up the soy sauce / sesame oil accordingly.
After I'd diced the chorizo, shrimp, onion, green pepper, and scallions, and defrosted the frozen corn just a little bit, I turned on my induction burner as hot as it would go so that some I could heat my skillet (note: I bought a wok but I haven't fully seasoned it). It turns out the turbo burner on my induction stove is perhaps faster/hotter than gas, because my fried rice produced so much smoke that [censored] and I had to open a bunch of windows (and the front door, and briefly the garage door) and I was coughing as I finished cooking. But that level of heat produced some absolutely delicious fried rice. There were some lovely smoky bits, some perfectly crusty lattices of rice, and yet none of it was overcooked.
So this is a hard one, because from the taste alone + the ease of making it, I would absolutely add this to the rotation. But the smoke level was definitely carcinogenic (not to mention pervasive through the house). I think I'll try again at a slightly lower temperature point and see if 20% less flavor yields 80% less smoke.
Ssssanyway, after [censored] and I enjoyed our rice (and cleared out some of the smoke), we watched a bit of TV (including an interview the Please Don't Destroy guys from SNL did with Jimmy Fallon), and then we watched three episodes of OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH. It continues to be absolutely absurd, which means I love it.
And now, I need to sleep since I have a million tings going on tomorrow - goodnight!
Monday, November 06, 2023
mixing up the medicine
Saturday, November 04, 2023
i'm gonna shake it like the thunder tonight
I was way lazier than I intended to be today - this is always the consequence of coming back from a trip, but I really thought I would be more productive than this. But I did get some excellent writing done this evening (if I do say so myself), helped [censored] with something, and inspected the amazing job that [censored] did fixing my gazebo while I was gone. I also took care of a variety of tings around the house. And I made myself some roasted potatoes and brussels sprouts to go with some pulled pork that I had in the freezer, which felt much more industrious (and healthier) than the pizza I had intended to order.
But now, I need to go to bed so I can do all the things tomorrow - goodnight!
Friday, November 03, 2023
cheers to the 2010s
Thursday, November 02, 2023
hanging by a moment here with you
sending out an sos to the world
Tuesday, October 31, 2023
get drunk on the good life, i'll take you to paradise
your side of town
Sunday, October 29, 2023
wait for them to ask you who you know
Saturday, October 28, 2023
you're not like the others, futuristic lover
Friday, October 27, 2023
if you live like that, you live with ghosts
I was pretty busy today - I decided to take a rather impromptu trip to Denver this week, which it turns out is perhaps a bad idea because the weather does not look ideal for a drive across Nebraska. However, I want to be in Denver next weekend to see a friend visiting from London, and so going this weekend enables me to see some more people before that.
So, I spent some quality time this morning writing, and then I showered, ate lunch, did some housework, and went into town to get allergy shots. Before I got my shots, I went to the courthouse and voted in case I don't make it back before election day - it was only city and school board, so it only took a few minutes, but I'm glad I got it done. My allergy shots were annoying and itchy, as per usual, but I took my laptop and worked for thirty minutes while I sat there.
Then I came home, spent a couple of hours packing + doing house stuff, and had a quick call with someone. Then, [censored] and I met the parents in town for dinner - we never go to the steakhouse in town, but they had a gift certificate, so we went there to help use it up. We all agreed the appetizers were great (albeit gluten-y) - their cheese balls and breaded mushrooms were excellent, and Dad got chicken gizzards, which, while not my favorite, were quite good for gizzards. My main course (an Iowa chop) was almost too salty, since I'm guessing it was brined too long, but otherwise everything was good.
Then [censored] and I came home, and I finished packing by ten p.m., which is a record for me. I also emptied the dishwasher, folded laundry, etc., so that [censored] is not left with a total mess in my absence. And now, I need to sleep so that I can get on the road as early as possible (for me, not for normal humans) - goodnight!
Thursday, October 26, 2023
it was all by design
I have nothing to report - I did a lot of desk work today, so I'm a little burned out on screens. But I took a break tonight and made burrito bowls, which was quite tasty. And that's pretty much all you're getting tonight - perhaps I shall be more ebullient tomorrow night. Goodnight!
Wednesday, October 25, 2023
i laid the groundwork and then just like clockwork the dominoes cascaded in a line
I apparently forgot to blog last night, but you didn't miss much - I mostly did stuff around the house yesterday (along with a v. productive writing session in the morning). I also picked up my car after getting it detailed, thanks to a ride from my mom - the detailing was a rather last-minute choice, but my car looks great, so I'm glad that I happened to see the last-minute opening for a detailing slot. And eventually, I went to the next town over to have dinner with Hannah - we went to the Pit Pony, which is relatively new and is so named in reference to the area's history with coal mining. It was a delight to see Hannah and my burger was tasty, so all in all it was a win.
Today was more of the same - my eyes are going blearly from looking at my computer all day (a mix of coming up with ideas and researching things, plus doing a bit of travel planning). But I did eventually leave the house for a meeting of my secret society - I suppose we discussed secrets, but we mostly met and then ate snacks, and I took the end of the meeting to talk to the president (who is the only person in the group younger than me) about Britney Spears' new autobiography. I'm counting that as a win.
Then I came home, talked to [censored] for a bit, and spent the last couple of hours back on my computer. And now I really need to sleep - goodnight!
Monday, October 23, 2023
i cooked the books and threw my combinations
Today was pretty good, all in all - I sent a bunch of emails that I've been ignoring / avoiding responding to. which felt great as soon as I was done with them. I also got allergy shots, which I didn't react to quite as badly as I often do. And I had a ham sandwich for lunch, which is lowkey one of my favorite things to eat, so that was pretty delightful.
In the afternoon, I had a call with my friend Heather (aka dear respected madam) and took care of various tings. Eventually, I said farewell to [censored], sat on my balcony for a little bit to take advantage of the last eighty degree day, and then made dinner. I tried a new-to-me sheet pan recipe with butternut squash, brussels sprouts, red onion, chicken breast, and a maple syrup / dijon marinade, and it was *excellent* - not necessarily something that would be [censored]'s favorite, but it will have to go into the rotation for when I'm here by myself. It would be even easier with precut butternut squash, since cutting the squash took more time than all the rest of the prep combined, but c'est la vie.
After I ate, I cleaned up a bit and then did more email / writing tasks. And now I need to sleep - goodnight!
Saturday, October 21, 2023
hardtop impala, blank checks and cannonballers
Friday, October 20, 2023
there's more than one way to get your freedom
Today was more of the usual - I wrote in the morning, took a shower, and ran into town to get allergy shots. When I got back, [censored] and I drove around for a bit, and then I spent the afternoon doing a few tings, taking a nap, taking a walk, etc. As evening approached, [censored] and I went to Garden Grove, which was unusually disappointing - my food was great, but they were so busy that we had to sit at a high top table (which I never like since my legs are so short) and they were out of [censored]'s preferred meal, so that was a bummer.
But, it was a beautiful day and hopefully the weather continues to hold - we shall see. Goodnight!
Thursday, October 19, 2023
wanted to fight this war without weapons
I felt fairly accomplished today, all in all. I wrote most of the morning, before taking a quick shower and making a frozen pizza for lunch. Then, I caught up with Veronica for an hour, which was v. necessary. I did a bit more writing, did some procrastinating, and took a nap. And then, I made scalloped potatoes (Barefoot Contessa's potatoes au gratin recipe, modified to remove the leeks and onions that [censored] and other midwesterners don't want in scalloped potatoes) and a ham. It was a bit decadent for a Thursday night, but it was v. tasty.
While that was cooking, I cleaned up the kitchen and then sat on my balcony and wrote for a little bit. Eventually, [censored] and I ate while watching tv. And then I left [censored] to his own devices, came upstairs, vowed not to doomscroll social media, and instead inhaled an entire book - THIS IS HOW YOU LOSE THE TIME WAR. It's been sitting on my shelf for awhile, and I read it fast because it's relatively short - but it's a bizarre, fun book and I'm glad I read it.
And now, I need to sleep - goodnight!
Wednesday, October 18, 2023
let's rewrite an ending that fits instead of a hollywood horror
Tuesday, October 17, 2023
the world was wide, too late to try, the tour was over, we'd survived
Monday, October 16, 2023
rain keeps beating on the rooftop, muddying the glass
The changing weather is kicking my hoarding instincts into gear, so I ran to Des Moines today to buy groceries. It was actually nice today and appears destined to be nice all week, but my freezer is mostly empty, so I stocked up on meat (I can't help it, I like organic chicken now and the massive chicken breasts at Fareway astonish me). I also bought some cheeses and a few other tings that I can't get locally. And, I bought a toilet (not at Whole Foods) - my bathroom is in desperate need of a new one, but that required me picking one out, which I had not wanted to spend any energy doing this summer.
Since I wanted [censored]'s help unloading it and [censored] was leaving tonight, I made my trip as fast as possible - I left here around eleven and was back by 4:15. Then I said goodbye to [censored], made myself a boulevardier, and had a long chat with my friend Sara, who wanted some advice about some work stuff (hence the boulevardier). After we were done, I reheated some leftover burrito bowl and read a book. And now, I need to sleep - goodnight!
Saturday, October 14, 2023
when the rain soaks through the heels and slips to the sole
It was a v. dreary day today, which reminds me that Iowa in winter is about a million times worse than Iowa in summer. It wasn't all bad - I got up relatively early for a Saturday and went into town to have coffee with Amber. She was in [censored]'s class, so I didn't know her well in school since I thought [censored]'s classmates were children, but she is not a child now. We had a good time chatting about a variety of local subjects, so I'm glad we made it happen.
Then, I grabbed groceries, came home, ate some leftovers, and did a whole lot of nothing. I guess I accomplished a nap, a load of laundry, and a journal entry, so it wasn't all a wash - but I wasn't in the mood to do anything else while it was so grey outside. I did, however, rally to make dinner - I cooked a tater tot casserole and invited the parents to come and share it with us. It turned out quite well, even if the grocery store only had mini tater tots, and the bagged caesar salad I bought was a good addition.
After the parents left, I finished cleaning up and then procrastinated some more before folding my laundry and doing a couple of minor tasks. And now I need to sleep - goodnight!
Friday, October 13, 2023
where'd you wanna go, how much you wanna risk
My day was pretty good, all in all - I got up and did a bit of work before going into town and getting allergy shots. My reaction to the shots was pretty standard, so I came home feeling good. I ate some leftover Mexican food from last night's excursion, and then I finished prepping for and having a videoconference. After that, I messed around online, sent some emails, etc. until it was time to stop looking at screens for the day.
Eventually, I made supper for me and [censored] - it was time for the usual instant pot burrito bowls, so I whipped some up, and we ate them while sitting on the couch. Then I came upstairs and was going to read or journal or something, but instead online shopped. And now, I'm going to bed - goodnight!
Thursday, October 12, 2023
all the blue light reflection that color my mind as i sleep
Wednesday, October 11, 2023
it's the summer of love
I'm v. tired, but I'm having a lovely time in the small town of Manning, where I have come for a tourism conference. No, I am not a tourism coordinator, but I'm now on the board for the county economic development group, and someone from the board needed to go to this conference. It's three hours from home, so I had to wake up early this morning (in a thunderstorm! how unusual, since we've been in a drought!) to drive over here. I made it two minutes before the opening speaker, which was just right, and all in all it's been a good event. I've learned more about road signage and liquor laws than I thought I needed to know, but I also got to go see the Templeton Rye distillery, which is a few miles away. They have spent tens of millions of dollars on that facility, which I find fascinating, and they glossed over the whole controversy of when Templeton was actually being produced in Indiana. But it was still a fun tour and I enjoyed my tasting, and I was lured into buying a sweatshirt, so it was all good.
Then I v. quickly checked into my hotel and had dinner at the conference center - I am the only gluten free person in attendance, which means the catering ladies were looking out for me specifically, and tonight they made me a massive amount of gluten free pasta to go with the sauce and the salmon, which I appreciated. This area is very heavily German Catholic, and so after dinner, we were 'encouraged' to play a couple of German games (nailing a nail into a stump, and holding a beer stein as long as possible). I mostly hung out and talked to some people who knew my mom from my mom's involvement in tourism years ago, as well as some other people who were pretty entertaining.
And now, after having my last drink in the lobby (probably in direct violation of the liquor laws we learned about today), I need to sleep - goodnight!
Monday, October 09, 2023
don't wear sandals, try to avoid the scandals
Sunday, October 08, 2023
hardtop impala, blank checks and cannonballers
I have nothing noteworthy to share tonight. I did not get into the book like I intended to this morning - I did a bit of desk work, but otherwise was somewhat lazy. I ate lunch with [censored], tried to write a little more, and eventually spent a few hours in the basement. I set up another rack of rolling shelves and put a bunch of stuff on it, and I'm pleased with my progress - there is still lots to do, as we like to say around here, but I'm feeling a little less panicked about cleaning the basement before the HVAC project.
Eventually, I stopped and took a bunch of trash to [censored]'s dumpster and cardboard to the recycling trailer. Then I came home and made dinner - Grandma Barb's spaghetti sauce (note: I do not have a Grandma Barb, but someone on the internet does, and the sauce is a banger). After [censored] and I ate, we procrastinated a bit (including [censored] finally getting me to watch a YouTube video about a guy named [censored]'s death), and then I cleaned up the kitchen, folded the three loads of laundry I did today, and called it quits for the night. I was, again, going to try to write for a bit, but instead I read a magazine. And now, I really need to sleep - goodnight!
Saturday, October 07, 2023
the higher ups will tell you what you can't eat, where you can't go, how to dress, how to act decent
I had a relatively good day - I didn't get as much done as I intended, but it was far better than nothing. I did some writing this morning, which is feeling like molasses, but it was a worthy attempt. I also did a handful of other chores before showering, eating some soup, and going into town. There was an open house at the battery factory today, and I wanted to see it since I'd never been inside (and my dad's company did some of the construction work on the expansion a few years ago). I happened to run into some people I knew when I got there ([censored]'s friend's family), so I mostly walked around with them, and it was pretty interesting to see the manufacturing process.
Then I went to the museum, where they were opening a new '100 Years of Batteries' exhibit to celebrate the long history of battery manufacturing here. I got there just in time to see the ribbon cutting. Separately, I also talked to a guy who collects Native artifacts and has started making his own replica pottery based on fragments found in the state, so that was pretty interesting.
Having experienced enough culture for one day, I came home, ate a snack, relaxed for too long, and then forced myself to clean. My bedroom and office have been mild disasters for the past couple of months (starting when I no longer had impending house guests and got swept into the mural festival), so I did a deep clean of my bedroom - fresh sheets, laundered duvet cover, thorough dusting, vacuuming, etc. It has suddenly turned to fall here, and according to the temperature sensor in my bedroom, last night was the coldest night in my room since May. So, I put some flannel sheets on the bed and I'm ready to get cozy (even though my spirit is not ready for winter).
Eventually, [censored] and I went out to the parents' house, where we had brats and potato salad and baked beans in defiance of the onset of autumn. Unfortunately the brats were accidentally beer brats, thanks to a likely mistake at the grocery store meat counter, but they were well cooked and the potato salad/beans were perfect, as always. So we all caught up for a bit, and then [censored] and I came back to town, where I cleaned my office for the last couple of hours. I still need to dust and vacuum, but I got all the mural stuff put away, organized my papers, cleaned off my desk, etc. It's starting to feel like I can get down to actual work here, but we shall see...
And now, it's time for bed - goodnight!
Friday, October 06, 2023
you steady chasin' that paper
I had a lovely day, all in all. I skipped an optional meeting this morning because it was at 7:30am and I need to reclaim my mornings after the official end of the mural festival. But I still got up in time to make some tea and make a nine a.m. appointment for allergy shots, which are continuing relatively well - my allergies have been totally manageable this fall, which is a big improvement over six months ago, so the shots have been worth it.
Then I grabbed some groceries, came home, and spent the morning taking care of a variety of writing / personal tasks. Then I had a late lunch with [censored], avoided my to-do list for a bit, and then buckled down in the basement to organize more of my tings. It's not looking as bad as I thought it might be, mostly because I kept a lot of empty boxes post-move, and many other things can be easily consolidated now that I've been here a year and have a better idea of what I'm using.
Eventually, I stopped working (and stopped taking a break on my grandparents' old armchair, which is in the basement) and made a double batch of chicken tortilla soup. It was just on the verge of too spicy, but it was a v. welcome treat - it's suddenly cold here today (I had to wear a jacket and uggs to the hospital!), which is hilarious since I'm getting heat advisory warnings on my phone for San Francisco. So [censored] and I ate dinner, discussed chain saws (as one does), etc., before I decided to hang out upstairs.
And now, I must sleep - goodnight!
Thursday, October 05, 2023
find my sun in the dark side of my shadow
I was pretty productive today - I did writing stuff most of the morning and most of the afternoon. I took a break around lunch to make some huevos rancheros - I doctored a can of black beans to make them better, and I made a quesadilla and two perfectly fried eggs. [censored] even partook despite not liking corn tortillas, although I scrambed [censored]'s eggs - it's amazing that we get along since he has the worst taste in eggs, but I digress.
After writing for much of the afternoon, I spent an hour working in the basement. I need to start clearing some stuff in preparation for a massive HVAC project, and [censored] is far ahead of me after doing a lot down there while I was in San Francisco. Then, I made dinner (the usual burrito bowls), took a quick shower while it was cooking, and ate with [censored].
And now, I need to sleep so I can accomplish a million different things tomorrow - goodnight!